Dear Readers,I went to one of my favorite AA meetings yesterday.It was one of the first ones I went to after I finally decided I needed to stop drinking.Although I have far from perfect attendance, I know many of the people.When the leader asked if someone had some sober time they'd like to celebrate, I raised my … Continue reading A Place to Belong
Facing Fears
Dear Readers,Stopping drinking was one of the scariest things I have done. I had so many fears. I didn't ever think I'd have fun again, see friends, celebrate anything.I just couldn't see beyond these fears.But, because I couldn't see any other choice except to stop, I plowed ahead, scared and all.I did everything possible to help myself in recovery; … Continue reading Facing Fears
9 Months and Walking Strong
A thousand moments I had just taken for granted –Mostly because I had assumed that there would be a thousand more. - Morgan MatsonDear Readers,I saw this message posted on FaceBook today, and I was moved.It isn't new, but I think I was ready to hear it.I have just this life to make a difference, one … Continue reading 9 Months and Walking Strong
How Deeply Can I Love
Dear Readers,I still struggle on days. Not with drinking, but with thoughts of worthlessness, low energy and low mood, and feelings of loneliness. I still struggle with accepting who I am, and who I am not.My therapist wants me to continue to work on being kind and compassionate to myself when I am physically and emotionally low.I am re-reading the … Continue reading How Deeply Can I Love
A Thankful Heart
Dear Readers,Here I AmI am of a full and thankful heart today.The past few days have reminded me of beautiful life lessons, if I keep an open heart, full of love.I am reminded my Loved One loves me beyond words.I am reminded that by sharing my struggles about drinking with a friend who also struggles, makes both … Continue reading A Thankful Heart
Seeing Myself on TV (My OLD Self!)
Dear Readers,This week, I watched two television shows that gave me pause.One was a Dr. Phil show about a woman and her husband who had alcohol problems, and the other was an update on Kim Richards, who is on one of the Housewives show. She has been struggling with alcohol addiction for many years, and keeps relapsing.It is … Continue reading Seeing Myself on TV (My OLD Self!)
Technical Difficulties on Day 264
Dear Readers,Our internet connection is down in our house.We lost it almost a week ago.This makes it impossible for me to read all of your blogs, as well as post on mine, unless I go to a coffee house or the library.At first I was anxious. I was worried about not being able to leave … Continue reading Technical Difficulties on Day 264
Green, Blue, and Never Give Up
My Blue Sky DayMy Green Quiet PlaceDear Readers,Taking photos when I walk has become a hobby for me. I only use my cell phone, but it is very rewarding to get home, and see what my eye saw.The green photos are from the small park by my house, just right out my door. The Blue Sky … Continue reading Green, Blue, and Never Give Up
Nothing Much on Friday Afternoon
Dear Readers,Just because I have nothing to say, doesn't mean I will stop talking!So, I will bore you with a few random thoughts again!I subbed for Pre K yesterday, and my poor body is ready to revolt. I had so much fun, though. I taught the kids a really cool yoga story that I made up. We acted … Continue reading Nothing Much on Friday Afternoon
Part of a Whole
Dear Readers,As I read other blogs, go to meetings, and read more on self-compassion, I am growing a deeper understanding of what it means to be human.Our emotions are human emotions. We get mad, sad, frustrated, happy, and annoyed.Everyone makes mistakes. It is part of being human.But we can help each other heal, no matter what … Continue reading Part of a Whole
